seriously

I just put Nadine to sleep..well at 8 and I'm here in her bedroom laying on her pink shag carpet, looking up at the  pale green walls and  white ceiling. Im feeling bad and I am mad that some person is going to mess my daughters room up. I feel like some intruder, (the buyer) is going to just put all her stuff right here in Nadines room. I'm disgusted by the thought.
i have such great memories of this room. Infact I remember  painting the room with the nontoxic paint we pickedout at sherwin williams. The afternoon we painted her room little nadine was movimg around like crazy in my belly as I sat on the floor and started painting the moldings white. By the time i started the moldings Chuck was almost done painting himself yet he stayed with me as i slowly but eager to paint myself and we just talked and painted. We were so excited for our little girls arrival.